Malaise

It was a largely uneventful day. I sent off a brief e-mail to the publisher of the newspaper group for which I work expressing my displeasure at a recent policy decision, and later, I chatted for a bit with a new acquaintance from Sudan. I chatted briefly with Z as well.

I seem to be suffering a malaise today. I haven't eaten all day, aside from a little snacking here and there. I have no appetite. I've slept very little the past two nights. My thoughts are in disarray, and my heart is no better. I feel as though nothing is solid. Nothing is secure. It's a struggle even to hold onto hope anymore sometimes.

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Unknown said…
The good news: things will get better. Have a bite and a good night's sleep, awaken to a better day.

peace,
mike
livelife365
Viva Avocado!
September 20, 2008 at 4:53 PM
Angela said…
I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling well. Hopefully some sleep will help. I can relate to your feelings of hopelessness, especially in a world of constant change and insecurity. Hang on tight, and take some time to take care of yourself.

Sending {{{HUGS}}}
September 20, 2008 at 6:45 PM
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