"I want, I want, I want ... but that's crazy"

Saturday, September 20, 2008


It was a largely uneventful day. I sent off a brief e-mail to the publisher of the newspaper group for which I work expressing my displeasure at a recent policy decision, and later, I chatted for a bit with a new acquaintance from Sudan. I chatted briefly with Z as well.

I seem to be suffering a malaise today. I haven't eaten all day, aside from a little snacking here and there. I have no appetite. I've slept very little the past two nights. My thoughts are in disarray, and my heart is no better. I feel as though nothing is solid. Nothing is secure. It's a struggle even to hold onto hope anymore sometimes.


Mike Foster said...

The good news: things will get better. Have a bite and a good night's sleep, awaken to a better day.

Viva Avocado!

Angel said...

I'm sorry to hear that you're not feeling well. Hopefully some sleep will help. I can relate to your feelings of hopelessness, especially in a world of constant change and insecurity. Hang on tight, and take some time to take care of yourself.

Sending {{{HUGS}}}